remembering all those times i did all those really embarrassing things… in one moment….

ALWAYS A BAD IDEA. if you hear me randomly laughing without saying anything, it’s because i’m laughing at something stupid i did in the past.

JUST NOW THAT HAPPENED because of this synchronized dance video i made a long time ago with a youth group when i was 13 HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oh my gosh, i got my hands on a copy…. HAHAHAHA why on earth did i do that? must now hide this sacred copy in my shame box.

i go back and forth between wanting some sort of romantic/sexual interaction with a partner and actually looking forward to being alone.

what the fuck do i want?!

well when it really comes down to it, just a person to laugh with, dance with, and cuddle with.

i’m gonna wait awhile on the sex this time around, whoever you are, here’s a heads up that your head will be up but i won’t be on it.